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hello.
my life is awesome atm tbh.
it's been pretty hard recently.
but i realise that i have so much to live for.
the most amazing boyfriend.
that has always been there for me.
telling me everything's going to be okay.
and no i'm not going to die from not getting something done.
:]
my family.
who really do mean the world to me.
and my life.
that really isn't that bad.
i used to take alot of things for granted.
now i realise the most precious things can be taken away so easily.
and i don't want to waste a moment moaning about anything.
i appreciate little things.
like the sound of someone's voice.
the smell of someone's cooking.
and their presence in a room.
the beauty in what is seen as horrid.
i'd be lost without you.
robert is my world.
we could have the deepest conversation.
without even opening our mouths.
nobody understands me more than this guy.
although he often thinks i'm a freaky paranoid psycho.
nice.
:]
i love customising my clothes.
and accessorising.
and making things mine.
i have a big heart for fashion.
it sometimes just touches me.
i love nothing more than when i sit down to draw.
and my pencil just flows until the page is covered.
me and mum have a right laugh.
watching documentaries about anything.
and swigging our tea.
i love my felix.
we have loads of fun watching her chase leaves around the garden.
and i wish she could live forever.
:]
cookies and cupcakes are awesome.
all those thousands of miles away from him.
i'm well looking forward to this summer.
and all the events we have planned.
sitting/kissing in the sun.
spend all night talking about things.
camping for the weekend.
shopping hand in hand.
soaking up the sun in his arms.
except from the depression on returning home.
it will probably hurt a lot.
and spending time without him will suck.
i love the sun.
i love the rain.
i love going for long walks.
and reflecting on my day or week.
i love talking to people.
and discussing what's yet to come.
i love to go on cycles.
and see breathtaking places.
i love laughing.
i love crying.
i love life.

i think i have an inferiority complex. paranoia & ocd.

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